Docile

memoir of a not-so-perfect Asian girl
Hyeseung Song
Book - 2024

A coming-of-age memoir from the daughter of ambitious Asian-American immigrants follows her search for self-worth.

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Bibliographic Details
Main Author: Song, Hyeseung (Author)
Format: Book
Language:English
Published: New York : Simon & Schuster, 2024.
Edition:First Simon & Schuster hardcover edition.
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